Dreams

I believe dreams are the reflection of our subconsciousness. Our brain might process things that we're not aware of, and then at our sleep it might arrange the information that collected when we're awake.

This belief actually contradicts something that always happens on me.

When I dream of tooth-falling, someone near me would pass away after my dream.

It's an agonizing ability that I have. I was always stressed for long period of time whenever I've had such dream. I'd break down, I'd question myself on how much I take people around me for granted, I'd even hate myself for being a "fortune-teller", or a jinx.

One of my friends, Kai Jun, once told me that the abilities we have are gifts granted by God. It takes a long period of time to make me fathom the actual meaning of this line. I suppose he's right, so I try to view my rare ability as a reminder to keep me on track if I'm doing my best for the people around me.

Now, though I still can't get over the idea of being a jinx (Actually this doesn't make sense at all because I definitely have no power to control someone's death!), I try my very best to revise the way I interact with people. I'd question myself if I'm losing my grip with old friends who understand my busy schedule, or annoying my new friends who don't know me that well. Well, no matter those people who memorized my time table, or those people who has never heard of my life, after all aren't those who should be ignored.

p/s: Your dream might sound odd to the others, but just follow it, as it will definitely lead you to where you desire.